i saw him today.
the guy that i turned down.
i was in his jacket that he gave me.
i felt bad that i was wearing it, i truly did.
but it was cold, and his jacket is extremely warm.
i can't look at him anymore because of the guilt i have inside me.
i didn't mean to hurt him at all, i promise.
i was just in an idiotic phase of my life and i was blinded by love.
(i thought i was in love with another guy)
geezus, i would love to have another chance with him,
but i doubt it'll happen.